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Adjon az Isten
szerencsét,
szerelmet, forró
kemencét,
üres vékámba
gabonát,
árva kezembe
parolát,
lámpámba lángot,
ne kelljen
korán az ágyra
hevernem,
kérdésre választ
ő küldjön,
hogy hitem széjjel
ne düljön,
adjon az Isten
fényeket,
temetõk helyett
életet –
nekem a kérés
nagy szégyen,
adjon ugyis, ha
nem kérem.
Wednesday, November 7th, 2007 While I’m at it…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNuo2XlwOOU…
Skip the first, english dubbed part of this one… but the rest is good:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4djbyxbLnNo…
And something from .hack//SIGN:
Wednesday, November 7th, 2007 Suddenly I feel the urge to play Final Fantasy VIII. Never played with it, and probably I’d get bored of it after a while – or maybe not. I’ve finished Jade Empire anyways… (Should replay that game some day too..). Now I just need a Playstation 2 and a copy of Final Fantasy VIII. Life’s hard, I know.
Friday, November 2nd, 2007 I have a strange reoccuring dream. I jump up, and when I land on my feet, I bounce back but higher, and then I land and bounce again higher and higher. First it’s really cool going up, and a bit scary but exciting to fall down, but and after a point even going up gets frightening and bad, because eventually I always fall down, from higher and higher – and that’s the worst feeling ever. And I’m always afraid of what if I can’t stop, because it seems like I can’t. I can’t stop getting even higher with every bounce and I’m afraid once I won’t land on my feet, or that I don’t come down at all…
These dreams never got resolved, I woke up in one way or the other.
Friday, November 2nd, 2007 Yeah, I do seem to be surrouned with nice and pretty girls and women, and I am. It’s just none of them are in arm’s reach. I mean, the same way as I’m surrounded with them I’m surrounded with a lot of things.
“sometimes I worry about you…you have such a big heart, and it keeps getting you hurt :(“
I’m like the small guy who wants to fly with his own contraption. He makes some wings, he goes up on a hill. He runs, jumps – and he flies. For ten seconds. Then he crashes. He stands up again, runs faster, jumps higher. Flies one second longer… then he crashes harder. Each time he crashes he gets up, checks the bruises on the wings, wipes the mud off of his face, and runs harder.
The crashes hit hard, the bruises add up, the wounds get deeper and deeper. But those seconds of flying are what keep him going on, those small moments keep him alive.
Either I learn to fly, or I can’t stand up anymore.
“Ice is forming on the tips of my wings
Unheeded warnings, I thought I thought of everything
No navigator to find my way home
Unladen, empty and turned to stone”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IBmUPgaANk…
“There’s no sensation to compare with this
Suspended animation, a state of bliss
Can’t keep my mind from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earthbound misfit, I”
One of the best things in life is to wake up in the middle of the night because my arm went numb – and then realising it’s because the one I love is resting her head on it, sleeping while cuddling me, her gentle breath caressing my skin.
Haven’t felt that for ages.
