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Ladányi Annelie… I like how it sounds… Ádám Haugen Bergqvist… that sounds cool too.

Now, don’t make any consequences yet. It’s just… well, my leg was pulled but I kinda liked it.

Three more days and I’ll be holding the loveliest girl in my arms…

One more week, and I’m going to meet Annelie in Malmö. I wish when I go to sleep tonight I’d wake up next Tuesday, on the plane, while landing.

Right now I’m a bit dead. I mean, it just occured to me that I’ve miscalculaed myself and I won’t have any money until the end of the month. How “fortunate” that I’m on holiday, so I don’t have to stay in Budapest for the time being. Then again, I still don’t know where will I sleep in Sweden, so logic would say I should postpone my visit, but that’s something I won’t do. Even if I have to sleep under a bridge, even if some goon kills me for my nonexistant money, I’m going to visit her. If some guys try to hijack the plane, I’ll dispose of them by my own hands.

About jobs… I still don’t know what will happen, but I’m not just sitting on my butt…

I’m tired. I think I’m not sleeping well these days… and since yesterday I have a slight headache as well. The only good thing in yesterday was talking with Annelie, and I do mean talking, thanks for the VoIP provided by some messaging softwares.

12 more days… 290 hours and decreasing… 17412 minutes… No, I don’t want to count the seconds…

I’m seriously considering I don’t even look for jobs here, only in Sweden…

With Tapsi’s help I’ve ordered the tickets. Annelie, I’m coming!

I’ve calculated a bit, and now my visit to Sweden only depends on Annelie.

Now I’m sitting here in the office, listening to Buddy Holly, waiting for a colleague to come start doing the inventory.

There’s only so many days left and I’m still not sure what will happen.

Life’s simpler. I took some time to switch off, and some time to think as well. I have less options now but they are a bit less blurred than they were. I still don’t know if I get the “same” job, and actually, I don’t know if I want to anymore. It would be easier because I would do the things I’ve did so far – no new systems, no new people to learn, no new trusts to earn. On the other hand, it would be a bit restraining as well – no new possibilities, and no raise for a while either. Though it would be something stable.

Also I’m thinking about grabbing the opportunity and move somewhere abroad. I already have a place in my mind… but it raises several issues. Like, what will happen to my stuff here? Where could I get a job abroad – and what job anyways? What papers do I need, what offices do I have to visit to be able to get a job abroad? How much would that process cost me? Where would I live and what would I eat until my first payroll? How would I get to the net (which is part of my life), and could I bring my computer with me? (Poor old Grey Raven, who’s very blackish since I bought a new case, I don’t want to leave behind…) What would happen to Gina? What if I can’t find any job there and my money runs out?

My watchful readers might have noticed I’m not concerned about her. Well, she could only have any influence on the events if she were coming here telling me she broke up with her boyfriend and she realized  she wants to spend her life with me. (Note, ‘and’, not ‘because’…) That could make me rethink it all – but let’s face it, that won’t happen. No ma’am. And there’s Annelie… I’d certainly try our chances together. Now we only have to meet somehow…

3³. Nothing has changed, only one digit in a not really significant number. It’s still cold outside, it’s still dark at night, and I still don’t know what will happen next.

Only I’m thinking about visiting Sweden for a week.

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